For a fleeting moment this morning when I first got on this site this morning and began to post, I felt a sense of relief. I felt that I was really making a difference here and that made me feel good because I don't fit in anywhere else and if I could just do one thing to help someone, that would be wonderful. However, as the time has passed and I have typed and posted, I no longer feel that way. I am not helping anyone with just agreeing with them and telling them about my problems. I feel I am just a whiner trying to show that I have the bigger problem. I hope this feeling passes soon. I may not post anymore after today if I keep hanging on to this feeling. Sorry for not helping.