<---- pretty much say's it. Been so depressed for so long that I haven't been able to do much work in T dealing with the MPD/DID. There have been issues that have come up, but I haven't been able to deal with them. Now it feels like I'm being hit with everything not being depressed. When I get depressed it's like everything gets shut off. I don't deal with anything and especially not with memories and emotions. Now I'm having to deal with them. I feel being now that I'm not depressed and I don't feel like I want to deal with the memories and emotions right now. I just want to be happy and normal and not have to work in therapy. Feel selfish because I want to ignore my others. I can hear them. But I want the control and to not be forced to pay any attention to them. Just want to be normal for just a little while. I'm I asking for too much?
Monty