Once, I was healthy for one day. I started a new drug and the next day, I felt great. I was not anxious or worried how someone might approve or disapprove of me. I was not sad. I did not feel "different". I felt I was love and appreciated and all the good things that come with normal and happy people. People noticed too, and ask me why I was so happy. Well, that only lasted for one day and I was back down the next. I worried even worse that normal the day after. Sad but true.