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Originally Posted by Rhiannonsmoon
Kevin
But she needed expression, just as you have given expression to the feminine within you. When you thought you were creating this person you were in fact giving physical expression to her, in a safe controlled way. Tell me truthfully when you were she yet holding the secret of your core personality you became she and thought as she does, wrote as she does, because each time you step into her life you ARE her, an I wrong?
Morgana
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Morgana,
You are so right. When I was her, Kat...I WAS her. My mind though in ways completely foreign to my normal self. It was as though a different person was within me and manifesting itself in Facebook. Kat had (has) a complete life...life history...education...relationship history...family...friends...hobbies ...fears...loves...
It was no effort to create all of this because as I wrote it was just as if I were accessing real memories. I could visualize the places, experience the sounds and smells, remember conversations with people that I, Kevin, have never met.
I know Kat has gone into hiding now...but for how long? She was gone for 3 months a year ago after I went into the hospital and then she came back even stronger than before.
This is really scary to me.
Kevin