as a native ny-er, i know what you mean. it's cutthroat out there. even walking on the sidewalk minding your own business can be dangerous. people will walk right into you and tell you it's your fault. i don't know why everyone is so angry - it wasn't always like this. many people refuse to follow common rules of politeness. it's really a societal disgrace that people are purposely rude and believe it's their right to be like that. on the other hand, do know that anger is a dangerous emotion? it stresses your heart and raises your blood pressure and can lead to an early death. and, being angry all the time makes life miserable. so, it's probably a good idea to get control of this emotion. you do have friends whose company you enjoy and who treat you well? if not, please consider this a priority. you need to find some good company.