thank you

Yes I am soul searching to find me... it's in here somewhere... It's been at the front before... it just well got lost??!

And yes.. the email was passive agressive... something that I know that I do.

I always want answers when there possibly aren't answers to be had.

I just want to stop being sad/frustrated/angry/depressed/down and be happy.

One thing that I do note is that i am not and never will change me for anyone.. either the people like me for who I am or they don't. I don't want to play any games.