I am trying to get in to a T and then a pdoc, it will take a couple of times to get into but it's possible. When I asked for help i asked from the councling center, and I don't know who spook up, but for me it wasn't worth fighting the people who had just wanted me out because they didn't know me. I really hate this, but that's beside the point, and well i hate that people don't understand who I am, it's just hard, Sorry I had to get that out, it's been getting to me all day.