my boyfriend died of leukemia 3 yrs ago (i talked about this in a previous form), and a couple of months ago my best friend was dyognosed with leukemia i was heart broken when i found out, then see refused treatment because she said "if i have treatment and it works i will never be able to have kids but if i dont acsept there is a slight chance i could live, and have kids when i'm older, and i have always been good at stuff with a slight chance and i will win." well she was wrong i got a phone call 10 min ago from her perants, cant belive it i cant stop crying every1 close to me always dies i might as well just give up. she is the 3rd friend of mine i was close to who has died in the last 6 years.
i cant believe it has happened again.