(((((((((((((((((((suz)))))))))))))))))))

that doesn't sound trivial at all! my brother lives with suicidal thoughts more than he doesn't. he's tried to explain to me how hard it is.

when he got really depressed this last time he said that it hurt because, since his son's been born, he knows he can't do that anymore. he said it was like his feel good pill, and he couldn't even think like that anymore, and it was much harder. it really helped me to understand.

i think it's wonderful that you're where you are right now. another part of your journey that i'm so glad to be sharing.

love,

kd