wpow, when I read your post I went "gulp", not your fault at all, but though someone else knows this stuff, theres part of me that is still just sort off poo-pooing it and the thought that theres any truth in it is more than I want to know. I feel like I need to say to T tomorrow "look I'm gonna tell you something but don't you dare tell me it happened, cos it didn't but I just need to get rid of these images/thoughts."