it's been a hell of a week...I'm up/I'm down...I'm never going back to T/I need to talk to him...etc. T actually called me towards the end of last week, he said "you didn't look like you were doing well when you left Tues, and I was concerned " ... of course I stuffed it, said "no, I am totally fine" ARG. Then he said "well I want you to know if you need support, you can call me". UGH...I don't want to lean on him, but I do want to. I don't like that he noticed how bad I was on Tues. I want him to ONLY know what I tell him. Is that stupid? See how I am? I will never get far in this T stuff, I am shut tighter than a cohog (big clam). So I have a standing on Tues...I want to cancel...but I don't want to cancel.