Sannah you are lovely to be bothered.
Shame stops me from telling anyone, I think I am now addicted and seem to want to do more damage each time and take more risks. today At first i was really exhilarated but now i am shocked at what I am doing. no one I can talk to, see pdoc on weds but not sure I can tell him. assessment at personality disorder service i will try to tell them as hopefully they can help me find somehow to replace these urges, which like i say are getting stronger and daily.