Thanks isadora xxx

Thanks Muser No confusion in the post.. wonderfully stated and written xxx

Thanks Jiahkan. I only sent him the two emails.... I guess it was his words that got me to do it. I just don't and wont understand someone saying such nice things...being so loving and attentive in person.. spending every waking moment he wasn't working talking to be or being with me.. and then well ending it.
It happens. I know that. It sucks LOL