T actually called me towards the end of last week, he said "you didn't look like you were doing well when you left Tues, and I was concerned " ... of course I stuffed it, said "no, I am totally fine" ARG. Then he said "well I want you to know if you need support, you can call me".
Eileen it sounds like T is really attuned to your feelings and needs. I would strongly encourage you to act opposite to your emotion (DBT lingo) and go to your appointment on tuesday. Let your T do his job and help you. That's what WePow told me once. You are doing a great job remember this is a marathon not a sprint.