(((((((((Justdon'tknow)))))))))))))))))

It doesn't seem to matter what exactly all that are working on themselves has to ask that question, am I really getting better.

I know I asked that question so many time cause yes it did seem like you take 1 step ahead and then you slide back 3 steps. We so get that. Having to realize that my T was only my guide of which I was giving the tour, that ! No, if there is nothing else anyone gets as to why I am here it is to know that I am living proof that, that light at the end of the tunnel it's there and also to those that feel they are sliding back as I have, during those times between those really rough times and the think your going backwards, In My Opnion, I don't think you or I are sliding back as far as we always gave credit to the sliding back....because if that were true in my opinion then I know I couldn't tell you that there is this light that is at the end of the tunnell....

Yes, there are still things I need to learn yet It seems from things I have read here at PC, It helps reading knowing I wasn't alone....
Ya know,

we just want you to know it really does get better! IMO

We wish you Peace.....
Crew (hopefully ok w/ hug)