The title tells it all, I just don't know how to handle things anymore.

I haven't actually been diagnosed with anything. (I kind of fear going to a Therapist, because I don't like to talk about certain feelings that I have worked so hard to suppress. And I have this thing where I feel like everyone is constantly judging me. So yeah, I would rather stay away from therapy.) But I know that I have problems that are not quite on a 'normal' level. I actually have a large array of problems going from depression, to anxiety, to really big social issues, to things like I can't stand almost anything about my body. I am not trying to self-diagnose, I just know these are all issues I have on a day to day basis. I found it was easier through high school to just hide what I was feeling about certain things and that seemed like a simple solution. But now I find myself dwelling on these things more than usual. My few attempts to try to talk to someone about these problems was with my mom who now wants to send me in for therapy and with my roommate here at college. She knows a lot about things in the mental area and I felt like I could trust her at that point. I know we have only known each other for about two months, but when your spending every day together... I just felt like I could trust her. Well, that turned out bad because she just became angry at me and now I don't really want to say anything else to her, because everything is just so awkward now. We aren't talking about much of anything now and I feel like I ruined everything by talking about my stupid problems. I wish I never told her because I was enjoying her company here...

So, I don't know what to do now. I am scared that I will be forced into therapy, and put on medicine. I know I should want to go, but the thought of going there makes me want to cry.. Advice would be greatly appreciated.

I am sorry to anyone who this would offend, seeing as I am not diagnosed with anything. I know my problems don't amount to most peoples problems here, but Im afraid I have nowhere else to turn anymore..