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Oct 11, 2010, 04:30 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2010
Location: Texas
Posts: 1,004
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  Having a very hard time holding on. I watched a movie last night that was very triggering. Since then those inside have been in turmoil and someone inside is in distress. Focussing and staying present are becoming extremely difficult.
Having dizzyness, nausea, dreamlike world, & headache. Not to mention the feeling of emotional pressure and anxiety.
I don't know if this is making any sense, but I am very sleepy and cannot lay down yet. Too much to do. I am weary adn feeling very alone, atm.
I feel like I am about to explode from the inside out.
JACOB will not let me talk to anyone.
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