Been feeling pretty good for a couple weeks, which I suppose is why I haven't been around much. I haven't had the urge to cut since the end of September. I've thought about it, but I haven't felt like I wanted to do it, which is good but also just makes me think that sooner or later I'm gonna fall back into that hole.
I've been experiencing a lot of social anxiety lately. I'm in this American Sign Language class, which is a lot of fun and very rewarding and I'm doing very well, but going to that class is such a chore. We often have to work in small groups or in partners, which causes me a lot of anxiety. A couple times I've cut out of that class early or not gone at all, because I just couldn't take it. I don't really know if this is significant, but I'm going to try really hard to go to that class every day for the next two weeks to see if I can break this cycle of my anxiety.