Ever since I became aware of my others, we have been co-conscious the vast majority of the time -
except when we are extremely stressed out or upset.

Tonight I found out that my best friend (who is DID as well) is not co anymore.
According to her, she hasn't able to feel them in the longest time.
I don't know why, but for some strange reason, hearing that made me have an overwhelming feeling of guilt.
I guess because I know how hard it can be not to be co.

I know it's not my fault that she can't feel her others (we both think it is due to the medications she is on),
and I know I shouldn't feel guilty, but I can't help it and I don't know how to stop these feelings.