Hi, ((((FuzzyB))))
I have put myself in the same kind of box you have built, entrapping myself with mistakes that I made almost 30 years ago, and all of 'em since. It's an awfully black place to be. I wish I could tell you how to get out of it, but I'm gonna keep tryin'!
Just know, FuzzyOne, that we're all pulling for you, and thinking about you and praying for you.
DJ