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Nupoet64 · Oct 12, 2010, 04:46 AM

TY all for the words of advice, the hugs and the hope. After the second Ativan and hubby coming home with hugs of safety, I sat and looked at it.
1. movie was trigger
2. movie was about SA to a small girl
3. movie was about a mother blaming the small girl
4. movie was about incest
5. who inside went thru these things? Holds the trauma?
6. Little Girl is in distress. ( she is 3)
7. watched another movie ( since that is what started it).
8. watched The Secret Garden and gave her snacks
9. Little Girl still upset, but not in distress

We are feeling better. There was a switch last night when I was supposed to be asleep. The body is very tired. But the talking is what woke me. I almost fell off the bed trying to roll over. It was Little Girl. She layed me down on my side of the bed, but there was only room there for a Little Girl, lol. I had to hold the side of the bed to keep from falling off. Hubby in middle of the bed, only does that when I get out of bed....looking for me in his sleep. Now I get to hunt for the colored pictures in the coloring book, or the drawing or new poem.... Whatever she did while I was asleep. Maybe she watched her movie again. Idk.
Thank you guys so much, you are very helpful...my friends.
We have T today, so hopefully we can find some calm. But it is MUCH better than yesterday. Much graditude and support.