i'm sorry guys i've just gone cold turkey from my meds 2 days ago ( effexor 150mg ) stupid i know. ive been on them for a year or so and theyve done nothin for me, but when i found this place it has literally changed my life. ive never had support, the docs only seem to wanna give me meds and ask the same dumb questions every 2 months or watever. 5 years i ve more or less been a recluse due to my severe depression and in this last week i have been makin real steps torwards enterin society again ( ive been takin my little bro to school everyday couldnt have done it without ya jen) and i actually feel alive again. ive gone cold turkey before (olanzapine and seroxat) and it was horible but worth it because those meds made me put on a hell of alot of wieght very fast i still have the scars to prove it. i am back to my natural wieght now and that helps with my self esteem.sorry i rammblin i just feel i needed to prove i'm one of you guys.
its not your fault i'm just kinda vunerable at the mo, itll pass im sure, but i know ive got a long way to go before i value myself. sorry i find it hard openin up because its scary. thx for callin me back, i had my bags packed lol