I'm sorry you have to deal with this. People who bully are really sad, pathetic people who really should be worthy of our compassion, but they make it so danged hard. They really have such low self-esteem themselves that they have to belittle and push around others to feel good about themselves. That's such a shame.

It's especially difficult for you, I would imagine, given your social anxiety. I hope you are able to take the time to take care of yourself and to do something nice just for you. And maybe next time she calls you names, try laughing in her face? Nothing reduces the perceived power of a bully more than being laughed at.

(((justaman)))

gg