Hey there,

I see that I posted in The Garden forum, as my 7 year old "alter" Wissy. It was a very strange experience. It was like I was still there, but deep inside and I couldn't come out. My child was in control, I needed to be the child at the time, because I wasn't feeling safe. And it was strange, because I just felt like I wanted to play! So in a way, it was nice, but I'm also disturbed.

What was this? I notice that these "alters" only come out when I feel like absolute crap. :/ Besides that, they pretty much remain hidden. So far I only have two.

Can anybody relate to this? I don't think I could have a DD, because I've been diagnosed as BP and BPD already...but could I have very strong alter-egos? Not quite alters, but separate egos that come out strong when I need them?

I'm very confused.