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Originally Posted by KeepHoldingOn
I just feel like I can’t be open to anyone anymore in fear of being judged or getting hurt. I don’t want to be let down anymore. I’m afraid to hope and try because it just leads to more pain that I end up needing to escape from.
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That's me too. I can't open up very easily unless I am in the right state of mind. The memory lapes happen to me as well. Keep, I think for a lot of us we are afriad to hope to try to do anything to help ourselves becuase we see things as they are, and don't want to give up our ways of doing things.
But I can still say I hope for things to get better for all of us, but it seems like that hope is dead in all of us, but yet it still is living. weird huh?