nothing but frowny faces at thinking about the pain you're in

so sorry to hear this.
good that you've identified the source of anxiety.
wishing we could send an instant advocate/friend to assist you through this next stage of things.
we're feeling very helpless trying to think of things that you don't already know yourself. coming up totally blank.
please keep this space up to date if surgery is required as there are many who wish to support you through these kind of things.
w/o power and feeling useless to your situation other than offering to read or listen.
((((fayerody)))) does the live (dogs) comforter help at all at nighttime for warmth and comfort?