there is no words to tell you how sorry i am to hear about your loss, i lost my second baby three months ago on wednesday, i was 9 1/2 weeks and i had seen my little peanut on ultrasound with a strong heartbeat and everything looked great, and two weeks later they told me my baby had died. your going to go through so many feelings and emotions its unreal you will feel numb i think thats a way we try to protect ourselves from the pain of reality. but it doesnt work because when it hits you its going to hit you hard, i just hope your spouse will be supportive to your needs your going to need someone to lean on, thankfully for me i had my sister-in-law to lean on me she was my rock and shes still there when i feel the need to cry...
your going to feel hate and anger and "what did i do wrong" and why did god do this to me, fear of it happening again, the list just keeps going.
but if you need someone to talk to feel free to e-mail me txgal556@aol.com
sorry its so long