well its been three months now since i lost the baby, i had stopped comming in here because i felt obsessed with lossing the baby, so i had to come to terms with the loss to be able to talk about it, so anyway im much better i guess i still have good and bad days but not as intense as they were.
im undecided if i want to go through it again i guess you can say we have been trying for a couple of months but each month im reliefed that my period came, go figure i want a baby so bad but too scared to accept that it could happen again, anyway i could use all the prayers i could get so get to prayen....lol
just wanted to say hi