It isn't that I wont tell her about the criticism. But I think that there are other things I need to talk about with her right now. There are too many things going through my head right now that I need to talk about in T. Too much stuff. Since I know that right now I wont do it (at least today) I don't know how important it is to talk about. If I talked about it every time I had urges, then it seems like I would always be talking about it. And never get to anything else.