Thank you for your response. While I agree with you that my husband's actions might have something to do with how I feel, I need to take responsibility of my depression. I am at a all time low at the moment. It's so confusing, frustrating, and very easy to just dump all this on my relationship. Yes, it might have to do with some of it, but I think I'm in no position to make any decisions until I snap out of this funk.
My husband is affectionate, just not as affectionate as I would like him to be. I guess I'm asking where do I draw the line from appropriate and really just being too needy. Something I need to figure out, I guess.
I see walking away, for my situation, as something I've done way too much and very easy. Being strong, to me, is to stay and try to work this out. I think? I'm just too raw to know what's up right now. Thanks for reading my rant and responding. You did make me feel as though I'm not all together crazy!