those guys are insensitive immature jerks! They only do it because they're safe behind their monitor, it's a cowardly act, honest.

i cried today, a few hours ago actually. i was listening to "long, long way to go" by def leppard and it just reminded me of some things. it wasn't really a sad cry... more like a letting go cry.. an accepting my life and now it's just time to take the next step forward, cry. The song was kind of like the credits to a movie, and the cry just blinking and getting up to walk out of the theater, back into the real world.. or back into that line to by another ticket and see another movie ^^; which ever.. it felt good to let it out, and to challenge those who told me i shouldn't cry over people like that. i know i shouldn't but i couldn't deny myself or my feelings anymore, and as soon as i stopped denying, i cried and i felt 100x better o: but that's just me.

I hope you feel better