it's good to know im not alone thinking that it's silly for them to hold onto it for so long. these past few months as rachel kept trying to hurt me i stopped denying who i was, and started accepting that maybe i wasn't the best. i had apologized to her before, said i was sorry for way back when I didn't appreciate our friendship. that's all that can be expected of me, but it's not satisfying to her, which is why she continues what she does. my good friend reminded me about her and her jealousy and it makes sense but as i said before it's hard for me to come to terms with it.

how do you make someone not jealous? or at least leave you alone? it seems impossible.