What kinds of things are you interested in? What are you good at? If you aren't working right now why not try volunteering? It sounds to me like you have just made a major move....out on your own and of course there will be an adjustment time. Use this time to explore who you are what you like. Posting on this site is a good thing too. Hope this helps...you do matter and you are here for a reason so finding those reasons are part of making life worth living.