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Originally Posted by lonegael
I plan small, enjoyable projects that their completion or just the doing of them brings me joy. Nothing earth shaking. Nothing expensive or wacky. Could be the making of a sourdough culture or trying a new drawing technique. Stuff like that. I keep the musts down as low as I can (and there are enough already, believe me.) That's what I can come up with now. hUGGGSSSS!
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i need to have things i enjoy... but there isn't enough of me to go around. It's a real problem... i have limited physical energies so when i am able to, i have to work first and foremost. Lately that has not left any "me" left over for me.
While i was waiting for surgery i tried things like teaching myself harmonica... drawing...
all i do now is occasional baking
But... i work at building a career and i need optimism to sustain me, especially through the hard times. i want a good life with a good career but it's hard to believe i can get there when i am curled in a ball on the couch, weeping in pain.
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“This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.” -His Holiness, the Dalai Lama
I will not kneel, not for anyone. I am courageous, strong and full of light. Find someone else to judge, your best won't work here.