hey sarah. i totally know what you mean. my name is mason, im 15 and im in a 32 year old girls body. inside im like almost a full grown man (ok maybe not quite yet), but outside im seen as a girl. what makes it worse is that our host/core whatever you want to call her is kinda like not skinny if you know what i mean and it makes it hard for me to do the stuff i wanna do cause of all the extra wait shes got. i get real sad ya know when i think about not being me when im out here. i like play the guitar and i love it. but when her mom comes in she always calls me cris even if i tell her that im mason. it makes me mad. i just wanna be me, but i like know thats never gonna happen. i try not to like always think about it but i like cant stop sometimes. inside im me, but out here im not. its not fair. -mason
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