That life is futile. If your friends are suppose to be supportive...then why do I have to ask them to support me?? Only to have the interrupt me when I'm talking about how I feel to ramble on about some asinine who really gives a care nonsense. (I'm struggling to keep my rant rated G) I don't want to come off as whiny and needed. I've always felt this need to be the "strong one". I'm starting to get emotionally tired. I'm so glad that I found somewhere to help me vent. Thanks everbody.