That how I spent most of my teenage life and twenties sleeping as it was the only way I got away from the depression but as soon as I awoke it all came back. I'm in my 50s now and all I want to do is sleep if I am not sleeping I stare at the wall I have no interest I used to enjoy reading but cant even do that now. I have to save what energy I have to go to work keep calm and I come home and hope for sleep. I dont like being like this its been so long since I had a good period when I felt I could cope felt normal I just want to fall asleep and not wake up.