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Dude, I feel the same way. Except for the part about not wanting to bother people. How I see it is, is if they don't want to call me then I don't need to call them. I mean, if I'm the one who always has to call then there's no point. Plus all my friends have been busy getting themselves impregnated and I'm stayin' far away from that if u know what I mean. That kinda thing is contagious. N e way, I WISH I was in ur shoes. I had a boyfriend and he turned out to be a total psycho stalker freak. It took me 2 1/2 years to get AWAY from him and I still have to look behind my back every day. People suck majorly. They're just out to use u for sex or money or something equally asinine. I've given up. Plus no one wants me n e way. And I NEVER see my friends. I see my sister once a month and the only time I talk to her on the phone she's talking about how depressed SHE is. You are not alone. I feel like there's no point to existence sometimes too.
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