So last night I found out that Rachel and my ex like to talk **** about me everyday all the time with each other. It's like their favourite pass time. My ex told his friend from real (who has been talking to me, apparently on my side in the whole game) that he should be careful around me because I might try to "brainwash" him. Every day it seems he asks this friend if he's talking to me, as if he cares, and if the friend says yes, apparently he'll go off into a rant of how much I suck.

As much as it angered me, eventually I calmed down and it's funny how obsessed they are. They say they hate me and all that but they just CAN'T stop talking about me. So in some ways I guess I regain control, because as much as they hate me I'm still on their mind as they refuse to let go for some reason, and as much as they hate me their friends don't agree and they think these two are really immature. If anything this obsession is making them loose the power they think they have.

I don't know if it's the resentment talking now anymore, as I've noted when I talk about them I get more aggressive than usual, and I don't know how long it'll last, but I know I'm better off.