Yesterday I had the strangest day I ahve ever had. I had NO dissociation, all day. Not even so much as a daydream. I remember everything ...all day!!
The wierd thing is, I never knew a day was soooooo loooong! I thought it would never be night time. I have never not dissociated. I was very strange.
I have mixed emotions about it, but it was a day of peace and safety, all day. I am unsure what made the difference for yesterday, but it was new and exciting.
Just wanted to share that. I called T yesterday afternoon and she laughed. She toldme I could get more done in a "real" day. MY normal days run about 6 hours...the rest of the time is lost. It was bizzar.
to everyone.