Medicated I hope things picked up for you and you got the distraction you needed. I also hope the topamax lifts your mood and that it will also assist in weight loss. Being over weight does not help ones mood, I know from experience.

Madness your not coming off whiny or needy. We are all here to support each other in our time of need. I'm sorry you are not feeling supported by your friends. I hope you find the support you need here. I know it is not the same thing, but i hope it helps all the same.

Clive I am so sorry your mood turned south. Anxiety can be such a pain in the rear. Really hoping things turned around for you and your flight went well. You deserve to enjoy your vacation. Yes, I can relate to feeling the world is going to end or as I refer to it "impending doom". Sending relaxing vibes your way. Try to enjoy your vacation.


Today I'm just really tired. Woke up several times last night for different reasons and then woken up early this morning. My brain feels like it is in a fog. Probably will try taking a nap here in a bit.
Hope everyone has a good day!!!