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Old Oct 14, 2010, 10:42 AM
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Originally Posted by Rhiannonsmoon View Post
Dearest Marjan

How painful it seems for you this subject. But I see for you a love that will last because of the ways you have been treated. You are someone who will very much love the one when you find him because you will appreciate him, and he will appreciate you

Please dear one do not be in a rush, because all things in the universe work on the power and energy of the universe and within the time of the universe not the time of the human made measuring candle

You will find the right one at the right moment, and we will then happily read of your love and of the way it feels for you to have the one with you. I look forward to reading that and writing a message of my happiness for you

Morgana
Thanks Rhiannonsmoon.....actually this is not that painful anymore....there are ways around it....and I think I'm going for the egg freeze....hope that doesn't cost me a fortune....but at least it will give me some peace of mind....
Actually, these days I'm doing very okay....I'm meditating a lot and reading lots of Buddhism books....and trying to keep my life in balance and harmony....I go to gym....and I keep focusing on the present moment....mindfulness....I'm keeping a peace in my heart....It's wonderful feeling....
what I just learned in the Buddhism class is that anything and anyone who is giving you tension and stress is a source of delusion and you got to postpone doing that or not think about it....that's so true....before, I was always not sure if I should email the guy or not or if I should go there or not....but now, I just think about it if it gives me stress and tension or not....If I feel relax then I do it....
thanks again guys
Marjan