Hello & Welcome to our forum:
You are deffinitly in the right place, although you do not suffer from depression you can learn alot from the people who suffer from similar dieases. My name is Jessica and I suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Dissorder (PTSD), Depression, & Major Panic Dissorder. almost my whole life I have been dealing with depression and always finding a new way of botteling it up and pretending everthing is A - -OK. up untill two years ago I fell very hard into a deep depression. no one could figure out what was wrong with me no one ever new of the depression I was in. I found it difficult to speak to the sain, when everyone thought I was crazy even though I knew I wasn't. there I was only wanting to be normal. Only wanting to be me. trying to figure out why I felt the way I felt, why my head and thoughts would spin the way they did, why my eyes were and still are so sensitve too light, why I wanted to Isolate Myself or take my own life. always had Illusions of flying, in dreams, and deffinitly fantasized alot about it. I guess it was to escape and be free, I come from a Physical, Mental, & verbally abusive background. it's true what they say " eventually everything does catch up too you". I 'm very sorry to hear about the troubles you face today.
you have a long road ahead of you. don't blame yourself or what if your self, you are not the one to blame... try and take it day by day...
The double talking & riddles could deffinitly be from other medications.
has she ever spoken to you before that way? have you tried to talk to her Dr?.. I feel most place's like that just want to put you on medications and shoo you away. look at that young boy from long Island who was hospitailized and relased on med's even though he was 19 speaking in riddles and thinlking the CSI or the FBI was after him.. to be let out on the street. the next day to stabbing his HIGHSCHOOL teacher... Not enough attention....
If you really love her which you abviously do.try and get a second evaluation, get her a good doctor who cares. research everything she takes and everything they say.I hope evrything turns out for the best.. our hearts are with you.....If we can help, We WILL help...
you found a great place with great people who care...
Your friend
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ABOUT THE NINTH HOUR JESUS CRIED OUT IN A LOAD VOICE, "ELOI,ELOI, LAMA SABACHTHANI?"~WHICH MEANS~"MY GOD, MY GOD,WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?"
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When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth & love have always won. there have been tyrants & murderers, and for a time they can be invincible, but in the end they always fall.think of it... always. Mohandas Gandhi...
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