i'm so tired of all of this my husband is taking me to las vegas on monday for a get away.god do i need it.my head is spinning and so am i.10 days without T and another 12 to go.i know it doesnt sound like much but im tired of it all.i was thinking why is it a big deal to me.it is because it is a place that i can go and be ok.although i may not talk hardly.i can go thare and not talk and still feel taken care of.i can feel small and invisable and stll feel cared for and that it is ok. like no place else in my life.even if it is only for an hour a week. i know my T would rather i talk and stuff and i try but i just miss going and sitting with her in that stupid room.i hope it will feel the same when i go back it still hasnt.i'm sure it is because of all the breaks.as far as i know this is the last one for a bit I HOPE.