First thing when I left that physical I called and left a voice mail for my T that the doctor wanted to talk to him and get a written letter from him about me. I also mentioned in the message what a ****** she was! and why. I said that I'd stop by the office with a form for him (which I later noticed the doctor filled out wrong). I called a few hours later and said that I would wait until this next week or at my next appointment (3 weeks away) to give it to him. I figured there was no urgency since I was so upset about what happened. I later got a call from my T saying that he'd gotten a message to call this other doctor already, and he wanted to make sure it was okay with me. I told him, ya, go for it--it really doesn't matter, I don't care. And I don't. I don't care if I get this job now after dealing with her. My T is probably very torn in how and what to tell her because whether I get the job or not depends on her reaction to what he says. Still, he knows that I don't freakin' care anymore. He (and I) probably don't really know which way to go on this. I wish life could be easier. I think my T might have rescheduled an appointment with someone this Monday night in order to see me again before he goes on vacation, and so he can work on this new Navy issue. I didn't ask him, but it's funny how he suddenly got a cancellation and the way he presented it. He is sweet. I called back right after that to tell him something that I'd forgotten about and was planning to "surprise" him with at the next appointment: I made an appointment earlier the past week to see a new pdoc on November 14 to get some meds. I am familiar with this pdoc from working in pharmacies, so I know that he is popular and I have talked to him on the phone for prescription authorizations. I have also met him from filling his prescriptions and selling them to him. He has a very nice personality. I am pretty sure that he and I will get along well and not like the last pdoc. The one thing about this doc being so good at what he does that shows is his price--he is expensive and since I don't have insurance, its all on me. The first session is $250. After that I think it's $125, but I can't remember for sure. I am excited and scared. I can't wait to really meet him at his office, though. I imagine that he might recognize me from filling his prescriptions at the pharmacy. Wonder if he'll notice? Or say anyting? Can't wait for my T on Monday. What happend with that doctor at the physical yesterday still bothers me. So do other things like my ex.