I don't know how or where to even start this. But maybe KHBI^&$CRV^%$ER^&CD%E$RUY#%&F##EDGU^%#XD%$@^(B%U^$&


K, trigger warning as well
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My mother called this morning. You all know where this is heading. She called crying and freaking out saying she was going to try and kill herself again. She cried and went on about things. How she was a bad parent and that we all hate her now. That she's loney and that she has no money and she's behind on bills. Just pretty much that everything is falling apart for her. This went on for over 2 hours. She just completely drained me. But what am I suppose to do, let her hurt herself? She doesn't have any friends. She can't afford a T ( think she's to affraid to go as well ). She talks about the abuse she went through. I just don't know what to do. I actually don't blame her for the abuse anymore. Strange but true. I know she did the best she could with what she had and the situation she was in. And the fact that she didn't know how to be a parent. I'm tired of being mad at her and I honestly feel like I've moved past that anger at her. But she is so emotionally draining and needy. How can I turn my back on my mother who has no one. I mean no one to count on. She has no support from anyone else besides me. This is just so hard.
Monty