((((((((January))))))))
I'm so sorry you are having such trouble. I've noticed that you haven't been posting much, but now I can understand why. I wish there was something I could do to help you. I'd jump through this screen and give you a great big hug if I could! I hope you are able to continue posting. You deserve support. You're very good at being the one that holds everyone else up when they aren't able to do it alone. Please let us hold you up for awhile.

I'm always here for you if you need to talk. Anytime.