Mony, it seems like it really is you and there is noone else to help. Its a difficult place to be in and thats a fact.

I know you say you feel like you are responsible for her happiness, but you are not. Only one person is responsible for their happiness and thats the person themselves.

You have said that your mum cant afford T, is there anything else she can do. I dont know if she is on meds, or maybe the doctor could suggest something.
Its just that it seems like your little shoulders have a very heavy burden. Will you be able to keep managing with that. Has your mum taken any steps to look at her situation?

atg