Thanks for your replies...
Feeling kinda yuck today.... thinking about everything and knowing that I will encounter the tenant again and again..... still got work to do on the house.
My friend who I talk to every day is away for a few days.... makes me sad cuz I cant talk to him ...online
and this morning I got to drop my son at my parents ... hate that ...
he is 16 and going to help them clean up their yard ...
i just dont want to go in ... so I am stressed
but also because I know the social steps I need to take and I feel frozen inside .... but I guess I just need it to happen at the right time...
oh welll
cant get the poor me's ...right?
I guess I feel a little down in the dumps....grrrrr .... i hate when this happens ....
sometimes it is a saturday thing .... cuz I know i will be alone (usually) and then I feel depressed ....
but then I am working on all this social thing but .... only in my head .... not for real .... grrr ... i hate when I am like this too.
I just wanna feel better .... sorry if I am alll over the place..

Thank you for reading my stuff ,,, I am just trying to work through my morning .... i know I got to go out into the world and do stuff....