I want to get along with my boyfriend but? I find it really difficult as well. Grrrrrr!! I did what was right for him too!!! It just irritates the hell outta me and he knows my moods and he knows. I am angered easily at him too!!! Grrrrrr!! red hot and fuming pissed off with him as well?? Argh!! I can't express enough how much he means so much to me?! I know he means alot to me too!